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Reminder: No Methods. No Partners. No Hate.

February 13th, 2018by SP Administrator

We try and make this super easy for you. Come here to share your suicide story.

Do not come here to talk methods.

Do not come here to talk about partners.

Do not come here to spout hate or bully others.

That’s the short version. If this is your first time with us, please read the longer version.

Understand that this site is not for everyone. If you’re looking for a place to talk about these kinds of topics (methods, partners, hate), Google it. You can find other communities that will let you do that. We’re not one of them.

Please keep this in mind every single time you comment

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drew

February 20th, 2018by nonexistingsoul

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How can I delete SP account?

February 20th, 2018by Letmyheartsing

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“Cause of death: suicide” where are you?

February 20th, 2018by hatedbyGOD

Just wondering!!!

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Groundhog Day

February 20th, 2018by XLondonDeathX

Everyday is groundhog day.

With a different argument, same feelings of self loathing. Same ways to set up my failure, every day @ or a little after 6am ARGUMENT. Insomnia is not the issue, fear and sadness is. We’re going to be separated legally very soon, I feel it in my bones. And everything I hope for is going to fall to ashes around me. I wish, I hope, & if I could believe in his god, I would pray to be strong enuff to leave the world before that happens.

There is nothing left for me. Being a single mom is not in anyone’s best interest. …

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February 20th, 2018by nobodycares

how’s life?

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February 20th, 2018by nobodycares

another day of hell

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I feel guilty

February 20th, 2018by nonexistingsoul

Whenever I go home, they ask “How’s school?”, then I felt guilty

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Waving an adieu

February 20th, 2018by LittleBead

A few minutes ago I was standing inside the airport and waving my hand at C. who was going back to his country from the Erasmus programme. He was feeling bad. And I knew what it meant to him, to return to his country, the country where he had felt so horribly alone and stranded. I tried to provide some meaningful words of advice but there was no viable option to mend his sadness. I knew far too well what his fear meant. And I knew that it was fully justified.

C. is a smartie. But he still feels so afraid. I was hugging him but …

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Denial

February 19th, 2018by eternaldarkness

Why do siblings deny they got treated better that the others? My sister and I got treated like crap, while my other sister and brother were treated like the two “golden” children. The “golden” child thinks there’s no issue, that we were all treated poorly. Yeah right. And that we think it’s just “favoritism.” Really? Telling 2 of your children they’re pieces of sh*t and that you wish they weren’t born, and telling your other two children how “precious” they are, goes well beyond “favoritism.”

People who get treated better *always* deny they get better treatment. Why is that? …

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Positive Exercises

February 19th, 2018by BlueDiamond

23 Signs You’re Suffering From a Victim Mentality

I found this article that can help some people out of the slumps.

Here’s a couple of exercies to help us feel positive.
List ten things you’re thankful for;

I’ll start:

1. My cats, Jasmine and Alexis
2. My Mom
3. My Social Security and other benefits
4. My medication
5. My Nintendo Switch
6. My Transformers comic books
7. Internet
8. Jesus Christ
9. Sweets like cookies and chocolate
10.. People who help us feel good

Make one sentence that says something positive about yourself.

I’m a nice person who likes to help others.

Happy to read your posts!

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How do you keep going when all you feel is that life is to much

February 19th, 2018by leah_is_broken

and your to tired of fighting yourself everyday to live?

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Tomorrow’s a new day

February 19th, 2018by Letmyheartsing

I’m 16 and I feel like my life is already f*ked. It’s so hard man. I’m so behind in everything. I have dreams but the smallest things are soo damn hard. I didn’t accomplish anything today. I feel like I’m just going to be the average person, but I don’t want a normal boring life like everyone.

Tomorrows a new day though. I have a brand new opportunity to correct what I did yesterday and try again. What should I do when I’m unmotivated!?

My life is “get rich or die trying”. 

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My Sweet Brother

February 19th, 2018by clipped-wings

Died at age 50.  He was one of the finest humans ever to walk here.  He was and is a good influence on me.

He collapsed and died on the floor of a crack house 12 years ago.  I have never discussed the ugly truth of his death.  You just ain’t posting that on Facebook.  He came to see me that day with a birthday gift. Then he walked up the street.  The last sensation was the smell of leather. I miss him so.

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Family (ugh)

February 19th, 2018by eternaldarkness

I’m here visiting family. It went okay for the 1st 4 days. Then, surprise, the powder-keg inevitably went off. And now it’s awful. I’ve been here almost 1 1/2 weeks now.

I didn’t want to come here in the first place, but I needed to get my foot fixed. So here I am. And I’m stuck here. My sister was “nice” for 4 days but now it’s gone sour and I don’t want to be miserable for the next 3 weeks.

I’m in a place where you need a car to get anywhere. I’m thinking …

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Hello SPers

February 19th, 2018by eternaldarkness

I’ve been away from SP for the past 2 weeks or so. Anyone miss me? (that’s okay, you can lie and say you did) : P

What’s been shakin’ at SP?

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My 1st

February 19th, 2018by XLondonDeathX

I met him & my mother took him in. She called him “my black son” cause my dad called him “my black son”.
We were BEST friends before anyone else, before anything else….& Could give a bit of nothing (as far as care goes) when it came to assumptions in re to our actual title of relationships.
If you saw him, you saw me….& Vice versa.
Infact the assumption of anything MORE than friends, was what gave our friend the idea of the dare, that I “go out with him”
That day changed my life.
We first kissed that weekend summer of 1996.
The dare was done like our friend had …

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Sleeping W/ Sirens

February 19th, 2018by nonexistingsoul

Listening to songs of SwS makes me feel like I’m hugging my demons and it feels relaxing

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????

February 19th, 2018by Ellen87

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When will the pain end?

February 19th, 2018by Anon.agui

When will it end? When? I don’t know much more I can handle. My heart aches. I’m ridiculous. I’m repulsive. What purpose do I even serve in life? I wish I didn’t feel. I wish I was never born. I wish I could just die.

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February 19th, 2018by born loser

♪I feel safe

I feel scared, I feel ready,

But yet unprepared♪

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