It’s hard accepting that people are willing to throw you away before there’s even time to say goodbye. They forget the prayers and start asking for a will.
Hard to swallow.
Why should I pray to them reasons why it isn’t about them? Or write them letters, or record my voice? It means so little. I meant so little to them. It would waste their time.
why did I push everyone away? Nobody knows me anymore. Look what I’ve done. Where did everybody go? I feel the same and years go by. And on. And on.
I feel worse than ever right now. I feel sick […]